ive been slowly degrading mentally since i woke up today am i even a person anymore like who am i cuz i genuinely do not know i dunno at all cant even find a name i like without people pointing out some reason why i cant use it i hate this i hate that im not even upset i just feel so disocciated from myself like. i feel like im not even a person like i just observe myself i dont DO anything I just wish I could talk to my bf he's the only thing grounding me in reality at this point
