I don't think I'm a good person not at all all I do is make peoples lives worse God I'm so selfish I wish my boyfriend hated me so he'd leave me. I wish hed leave me because I'm a cancer. all I do is make the people around me miserable. all I do is hurt him and I hate it i hate it so much I wish he'd just leave me I don't deserve him at all he'd be so much better off with someone else someone who isn't me I don't want to lose him because he's the only thing that makes me happy but at the same time I think he'd be better off without me I don't want to break up with him but I wish he'd break up with me I hate myself so much i wish i wasnt like this
