Hey guys. I haven't felt very well lately. Thankfully, no, I'm not sick... But I just...haven't felt happy in a while. I can't really say anything about it or the filter will get me :( School is kinda stressful, but more is going on. I'll write it in the notes and credits though.
So, I'm not really having an identity crisis, BUT, it's something kind of similar to it. I recently found messages between me and my ex-friend, and I keep remembering a really bad situation I was in about two or three years ago. But the messages just make me feel guilty even though I apologized to everyone involved in the situation. One of the things in those messages though was that I asked her which BFDI character I'm most like, and she told me One. But I'm having a really difficult time with self-worth right now. I feel like I'm too narcissistic (I don't know if it's true or not, and I hope it isn't, bc I really do try to be empathetic and caring towards others.); but I also think I get mad way too easily like One does sometimes...
