Im going on another hiatus. Im not doing okay. My friend keeps moving accounts and its hard to keep track of it , and generally drives me insane. And im not getting many messages anymore. Only around 3-6 a day? Not much but its mainly “ oh ___ liked this project! “. I might even quit idk. Ive lost my interest in art and i only absorb myself in books or scratch nowadays. I feel like im loosing all my hobbies , art , sewing , etc. My BF wont talk to me since the middle of august and im scared he might have oofed (iykyk). School is getting harder for me and im loosing friends all the time. I moved down a set in science and math because it was so hard. My friend today , ima call him J , said he purposely dragged himself through a spikey bush for the fun of it. Idk to tell the like support team / pastoral members as he said he got scratched everywhere. I said there was none on his face but he said they must have healed in the hour he did it. Idk if hes telling the truth anymore tbh. Idk if anyone is. Ik i took a hiatus really recently, but when i was off i craved to go on scratch and chat with others idk if they even like me. Its an unhealthy addiction , scratch. I spend my time after school playing with the same 3 friends, going on scratch, or doomscrolling. Its not good for me. Ive lost motivation to do anything nowadays . My sketchbook remains pretty much empty, apart from a few cr-p drawings that i hate. I might make a different account to go on for a while, maybe even move myself , but i think its better for me if i become someone new and hidden. If any of my close friends want to know the name , i shall tell you on 1 of ur projects, then you shall delete it. This hiatus will be effective almost immediately, but i will come on to check and reply to messages, if i have any. All ATS , map parts or art i promised id do are currently paused. With all respect Secret. 8/10/2026 20:20pm.
