stop.stop.stop. please. if ur my friend I shouldn't be scared of u. I shouldnt be scared to see u. my friends shouldnt wanna fight u. I shouldn't feel like crying when ur mentioned. I thought it was only a feeling u liked me, but its not. its the truth. an uncomfortable truth. I feel uncertain to show any affection now. I love affection but idk anymore. everyone's touch feels odd. its ur fault. I tried my best to be myself. I love physical touch. not anymore. I feel scared around boys now. I feel scared to show affection to my friends that are used to it. why would u hide it. why did u have those photos of me. why did u have to hurt me mentally. why must u be friends with mine? I hate u. I hate u sm. I thought I had found a new friend. I didn't. ur supposed to be my friend. I'm not supposed to be ur crush. I don't wanna be ur crush. I never wanted to be. I'm scared to tell our friends. I don't want them to hate me. why do u make me feel guilty. I get scared when I see u now. I don't wanna make u mad at me so I pretend to be normal. I'm glad she cussed u out. someone needed to. I don't want u to be obsessed with me. I don't want it. I don't like it. I don't wanna be watched. u shouldn't have my photos. u shouldn't be saying that stuff. I was supposed to have friends and be happy. not scared.
