Vent: 13+ Im so fat Like so so so so fat. I suck in my stomach changing. I suck in my stomach most of the time, tbh ‘Weight is just a number!’ Not when that number decides if your life will be hell or Heaven. Not when the doctor says you overweight. Not when you are trying so desperately that you are skipping meals. I wish I was born skinny. I wish I was born fat then got skinny before now. I wish being skinny was what happened before I actually started to look at myself and only see a fat :/ It’s so f.reaking annoying when ppl who aren’t fat say they’re fat. Cause are you 1.5x the weight ur supposed to be? No? Well I am. The worst part is im not attractive to make up for it. It’s my fault for not putting on the makeup I guess. I know so much about what it feels like to be this way too. I’ve heard ‘my friend has a crush on you’ and ‘why are you so fat?’ And so much more. And my only grandma is crazy about weight. Not the kind where I’m too skinny. It’s about how im too fat…. It isn’t direct and more passive which kills me. Like I can only assume the worst then I feel like a :/ person because I am being mad just to be mad. Well I guess she’s right I am just a fat frea.king person I suppose. And ugly tbh. What a combo…
