Gonna be honest, I may seem like I'm confident in with talking with people and I seem like I know a lot but really I'm going to be honest I don't usually have the self confidence because ig I socially isolated myself. idk man half the time I feel like I'm not really worth the effort to be having people like y'all and I keep self sabotaging myself or let words get to me because of this depression cause I'm gonna be honest I don't have a lot of friends that I talk to at school because of how chaotic they can get sometimes with their conversations so I sit there awkwardly so I try to ignore it all by escapism and it just doesn't help I got bullied so much in school, I'm gullible as hell I'm too trusting and I'm too nice for this world I guess and I'm PRETTY sure I have d3pression. I'm supposed to be getting therapy Monday though so hopefully I can maybe find out what's wrong with me
