tw . grief and denial of a loved one's passing - stay safe :) - dear m̶y̶ l̶o̶v̶e̶ m̶y̶ d̶a̶r̶l̶i̶n̶g̶ m̶y̶ h̶u̶s̶b̶a̶n̶d̶ tortrixhalo. dear tortrixhalo, it's been a little while since I met your sister. and found out about your d̶e̶a̶t̶h̶ disappearance. i understand why. you're...you. and i am a̶ ̶b̶a̶d̶ ̶c̶a̶t̶ me. i haven't necessarily done anything 'bad' but i've thought about it. and i'm a jerk anyways. 'opposite's attract' hah.. sure. no one this different from me would ever l̶o̶v̶e̶ care about me. sincerely, sailfishslaughter. - dear tortrix, i discovered i'd be having kits today. they're yours, obviously. i̶ ̶w̶o̶n̶d̶e̶r̶ ̶i̶f̶ ̶i̶’l̶l̶ ̶b̶e̶ ̶a̶ ̶g̶o̶o̶d̶ ̶f̶a̶t̶h̶e̶r̶. i miss you. what will i tell them about their other father? will i tell them about you at all? maybe you should come and see them, i know you probably don't want to see me but they're your kits. i still don't know why your sister told me you passed. anyways, i l̶o̶v̶e̶ care about you. best wishes, sailfishslaughter. - dear m̷y̷ ̷o̷n̷e̷ ̷a̷n̷d̷ ̷o̷n̷l̷y̷ tortrixhalo, wherever you are i do hope you’re happy. maybe you’ve found someone worthy of your care and attention. maybe you’ll grow old with them and have a family. but i hope you remember me. even if you hate me, i want to know that i still mean something to you. that’s too much to ask. sorry. i am going to have our kits soon so if you want to visit… just meet me by the border since it will most likely be a little until i’m out of camp again. yours truly, sailfishslaughter. - dear tortrixhalo, why did you leave? -sailfishslaughter. - to tortrixhalo, i am starting to wonder if you love me. i finally am sure that you actually did at some point. but did you simply feel bad for me or was it a bet with one of your mossclan friends? i still don't fully understand why you would leave me so this is the only option i have resorted too. i love you. from sailfishslaughter. - dear someone who's gone, come back. please. from sailfishslaughter. - to whomever this may concern, just know that i loved someone at some point. i am not heartless and never will be. respectfully, sailfishslaughter.
hi I stole this from @_-Lillies-_ go follow her now. that was a little bit heavy :) my boy is going through it right now.
