@AliroraTheProgrammer, I am so sorry to hear that! As somebody whom had these thoughts before, I can tell you you’re not alone. While I can not do much to help, as I am not you or the hater, I can give you some advice. Do not stoop to their level. They either want attention or you to stop making videos, shorts, etc. Just ignore them. Report them to YouTube if you must. Maybe even scratch if they came here. I wish you the best of luck.