full title: project hold / hiatus until probably the last week of october if im being srs wsg gng its the end of the quarter for me in my school which means there aint no more work to do yay!!! anyway im doing this hiatus for multipule reasons. 1. my mental health SUCKS! ITS BEEN UPS AND DOWNS FOR ME AND ITS ANNOYING I HATE IT I HATE FEELING ANXIOUS AND SAD ALMOST EVERY DAY OF THE DANG WEEK 2. I WONT BE ACTUALLY INACTIVE, I'm still working on the op, it's going extremely slow tho and it hopefully will be done later this month if not early november or smth because It's been i believe almost two months and I've barely got anywhere. 3. my posture sucks im five foot four and the doctors measure me five foot two because i cant stand up straight for some reason when they measure my height and its likely because of my kyphosis they even diagnosed me with it it didn't just say "scolosis" it said "KYPHOSCOLOSIS." 4. I'm burnt out and also trying to work on a manga because it's been like two years since I made one and no ideas are sticking to me anymore but I just found a relatively good idea and ima work on it. 5. I NEED TO WORK ON MY CONFIDENCE PPL YEAH DUDE I AINT THAT CONFIDENT IM LIKE BELOW AVERAGE ✌️✌️✌️✌️ 6. i just need to recover from mess jst cuz ahem and idk are gone doesn't mean I instantly feel better omg its been like FOUR MONTHS. It actually feels like a year AND IM STILL NOT BETTER FROM IT 7. i need to make sure that my overall mind is ok because rn its sometimes like "LADIES AND GENTLEMEN WE WELCOME THE PREMIRE OF *censored because I actually cannot describe this*" .-. and i can tell through these sus dreams i have that give me too much grief BUT YEAH I NEED TO OVEREALL WORK ON MENTAL HEALTH AND FIND A HEALTHY WAY TO VENT BECAUSE IVE BEEN KINDA BOTTLING IT UP....
Blanket dancing and vivinos and hatsune miku and animal hospital wow what a beautiful quartet don't ya just love that wowwwwwwwwwww
