hey everyone I haven't been active in a long, long time and that is entirely my fault. it started when AP tests were happening this may and I was stressed out, and I logged out and just... never logged back in. for a long time now I've realized that on this account I always felt like everything had to be perfect. I was super unhappy with myself because I didnt like my art or my account. Its nobodys fault, I just for some reason felt like everything had to be completed to perfection here. and since that wasn't happening, I lost huge motivations for scratch and just wanted to give up. and I did. I gave up. im sorry everyone. im especially sorry to my friends. you ALL deserved so much better than that for me to just disappear. I didn't think I was every going to write this until a few weeks again when my friend logged onto scratch next to me and one of their messages was a friend asking where I had gone. and then the guilt hit me even harder and I STILL procrastinated making this project for some reason. im really, really sorry guys. I don't know how to make it up to you. I didnt think I was going to say this either but I have started to be active on another account. I don't think I'm going to share it but I do want my friends to know about it. you know who you are, so please ask. imo my art hasn't changed that much in the past few months either although I did stop drawing for the majority of it. if you really want to you'll probably be able to find where I've relocated. again... im just really, really sorry everyone. I've made stupid decisions and stupid mistakes and I don't even know how to BEGIN to make it up to everyone I've wronged. just.. let me know.
