i HATE it when people talk behind my back about me its so infuriating oh my GOD. I HATE IT. and when someone VAGUELY refers to me ooohh myyyyy GOD. i relapsed and what i tell nobody and the person I tell it to does too? wow. so nice. my mental health is doing SOOO great right now. totally didn't attempt yesterday. im NOT relying on other people for comfort i WONT because it makes me feel weak and like a weak little piece of tissue paper. that can be ripped at any time. in all honesty, I wish I could just be gone right now. genuinely. oh anyways go inside the project if you want idc