Trigger warning for mentions of abuse +a toxic relationship :) Her claws dug into the dirt The harsh, sunbaked dirt She was shaking Shaking violently And sobbing A river flowed down her face; dripping to the floor She was so, so trapped Her ears were still ringing A headache A headache from the shouting The insults that he had thrown around Belittling her And she was helpless against him The relationship was toxic Every scrap of genuine love destroyed He would not let her out She had realised this She had also realised something else That she didnt love him. She never had She liked women And it had taken her this long to discover it. He did not care. He only cared And had only ever cared For his ego. She knew this now. The tears were coming hot and fast And she had no way of stopping them. She was usually so strong But she was at her weakest Fragile as a sheet of glass Like she could shatter at any moment. It seemed as though there was no way out He had done a good job. Forcing her into submission Teaching her that he was her only option. Bravo. Take. A. Bow.
Essentially, lacewing used to be in a toxic relationship. He was incredibly abusive, trapping lace inside of the partnership. After roughly 7 moons, she came out to him as lesbian. He exploded, shouting and insulting her to her breaking point. She ran away, losing comtact with him. After this, she started to recover, however seeing any cat that looks like him triggers a panic attack .
