For a few days, I have been giving myself time to think over a few things, like the stuff I make, most of it seems a bit depressing to look at and listen to or just overall tiring small situations, does grab people's attention, but it starts to get extremely repetitive and expected so I will put a stop to that kind of thing, I just want to be that one kind silly girl who people can talk to about their problems without having to worry about other situations. 2nd thing, at first I was considering abandoning this account or deleting it but I'm too exhausted to do that, so I threw that idea away. 3rd thing, I think I tend to make very stupid and terrible stuff when it's not situation related, I don't know but I just feel like that. 4th thing, I decided to keep my Incredibox oc, it was too adorable to throw away, I think I was just very mad when I did that. 5th thing: The friendships to me seem more like I'm just inviting them to more pain, I don't know if that's what they really think but that's what was in my head for a while. Last thing: Each time I go to sleep, I think about how much I lacked with interacting with many people, at first I thought it was some sort of depression, but nothing really seemed as upsetting so I realized my sleep schedule was pretty off and that I was sleeping till the afternoon, so I am now readjusting my sleep schedule to the way it used to be. So, I guess you can say I might come back more different in a good way, have a lovely day!
