TW ! this vent talks about d34th . if you are uncomfortable with this topic , then don ' t read the vent ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ look inside project for the vent . i ' ve been thinking about this for a while . it feels good to let it out . also , the song is black swan by bts the song isn ' t exactly about thantophobia , but it ' s somewhere along the lines of it . it ' s about the fear of losing passion for something you love the most . i relate to this song . a lot .