I'm ok. I'm fine. I've been overreacting. All of it. Sure, my cat got run over. Sure schools been beating me down. Sure I can't be myself. It doesn't matter. I'm overreacting. I get your pity. I want it, but I don't. I need genuine. Yet I feel terrible when my inbox is flooded from comments from my featured project. I know you all are trying to help but I feel bad. I've wasted your time. You could've spent that time doing chores, or drawing, or doing homework or anything like that. I hate school. I feel like I'm nothing. Everything has been changing so fast. I can't give any sort of reason as to why school is so bad, but I can tell you one thing: it just is. But I guess that doesn't matter. A month or so ago I was silent for a little bit - staring off into the distance, banging my head into the wall. Fred asked what's wrong. I said that he knew. He seemed genuinely shocked. "Oh, I thought you would've moved on by now". Moved on? MY CAT F**KING D1ED!!!!!!! His cat passed a little while before that. He didn't give a damn. He moves on so quickly... I wish I could be like that. Yesterday, I FREAKED out as Zero was sleeping. I suddenly was worried his eyes would never open again. That he fell into eternal slumber. I quickly woke him. I'm so paranoid. Also the fact that everyone on scratch is seeming to leave. One of my first followers, @-Floralwing- (don't go to check, she unfollowed and refollowed me), left. She moved to DA, and I can't go there T^T. Why me? What did I do? No, Neko, remember. Your fine. Your fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm not fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine.
