Hmm okok soo I have a lot to get off my chest.. soo, basically. I feel jst sad and tired, I cry for no reason. My parents don’t even know I’m hurting inside. I even gave them a clue on Friday.FRIDAY.. that’s 2-3 days away now. I feel useless sometimes to the point where sometimes I feel like most of my friendships are my fault bc smth happened. Bc I’m so weird. My own 2nd best friend won’t talk to me. My ex. (Who is my friend now?? Idk.)doesn’t talk to me and tries to rub stuff in my face. Like I’m so tired of it. Ppl don’t respect my space and try to interfere with stuff like my love life. Or stuff from last year. LAST YEAR KEEP IN MIND. Everyone is jst irritating. Sometimes I hate myself and know I’m the reason why some of my friendships don’t work. Ppl kept calling me the n-word and being rasict. I feel small. And alone somtimes. Idk I’ve been the stupid cry-baby. I made a new friend and I already made them upset. I help people.. but when do they help me..? (Minus my friends I think)
GRR MORE RAMBLING.
