Hiatus / rant 14- 25th YALL I GOT P0ISEND IM IN THE HOS hi guys so this isnt the usual proj but ig here is some rant from last year. also i will be taking my first hiatus from scr@tch (why is it saying bad word when i said SCRATCH ) it's actually crazy how someone can go from being your best friend to someone who causes you so much stress. let's call her grape. we were literally so close during the summer, and i was so happy when we found out we were in the same class. i thought this year was gonna be so fun, but after a week, she started changing, wearing makeup, becoming more popular, and talking behind my back. and the makeup part?? she'd literally remove it at the end of the day so her mom wouldn't find out. And i have to be honest but i am allowed makeup at skl but her parents were not letting her do these stuff so she had to do it in secret She also started like getting into boys yes the stinky ah boys and started to gossip and stuff and im not that type of girl who talks abt boys all day and i lwk got annoyed so i told her that what if they find out what would happen i dont want to get involved so then she started becoming more against me she would do little things that are annoying like pulling my face for attention make noise, one time she was erasing the desk cuz she got pencil on it and decided to shed her eraser into pieces and the table kept shaking and we were doing an assignment and i told her to stop and guess what she said? you dont have to be so hyper sensitive LIKE GIRL SHUT UP WDYM UR LEGIT SHAKING THE WHOLE TABLE WHILE IM WORKING ON AN ASSIGNMENT sry for the caps i had to and i'm not saying i was the popular girl, but i knew a lot of people and had so many great friends. She then started to like try to talk to them and stuff and it felt like grape was trying to remove me then grape started copying me and getting into kpop, which i wouldn't even care about, BUT WHY START TALKING BEHIND MY BACK AGAIN AND CALLING ME A sasaeng?? girl, i'm a fan, not a stalker. LIKE BE FR WE ARE NOT IN KOREA. DO U EVEN KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS one day i went to get my jacket because it was cold, but i couldn't get into the school. THEN I HEARD GRAPE'S LOUD AHH CRINGE VOICE SAYING, "did you know yuna did this? she made me cry in the bathrooms. (and more fake stuff) my friends were looking at her, and later my friend told me what she'd been saying. like why are you talking about me when i'm not even there to defend myself?? i was so sad and i caught her red handed so i finally stood up for myself in tears that if she was going to act like this, i didn't want to be her friend anymore. and then she went crying to my other friends and told them i was spreading rumors?? girl, shut up. i had to explain to my friends that she was lying because i'm not letting someone put words in my mouth. the worst part is that i was literally crying every day because of the stress. this was someone i trusted and was excited to see on the first day of school. i didn't know what to say to her, and i kept wondering what i did wrong. i genuinely thought we were gonna stay best friends, so seeing everything change so quickly actually hurt. i don't care if she changes her style, wears makeup, becomes popular, or makes new friends. that's completely fine. but why treat someone who trusted you like this? if you had a problem with me, you could've just talked to me instead of spreading rumors Like i still dont understand what i did wrong like i am so confused for and making everything so complicated. i genuinely miss how our friendship used to be, but i'm not going to stay friends with someone who makes me feel this stressed. it's honestly so weird looking back at how happy i was at the start compared to how everything turned out. anyways that's the rant guys. I have made new friends and have my old ones from my child hood that supported me and cared for me at those times and i am fine now! i still have some stress bcz of my anxiety and its not getting out of my mind i just feel like crying and i am really annoyed and p1ssed at her i feel like my mood went down so closing comments cuz i feel like not talking anymore i might take a mini hiatus to stay away from screen and focus on my studying and focus on my mental health also im going on a trip on the 19th to the 25th + its the time of the month and i feel very sick please dont spam me or talk abt useless stuff bcz my mood is rly stinky rn and i might yell at you virtually :) will be active on p1n but + i wont respond to anyones msgs unless they are a close friend or its smthg important bye guys stay safe
