I hate it- the world-people-myself-everything. I'm sick of life my mental health is horrid I won't last long I don't think I'll make it to my birthday, I keep having break downs. I collapsed today I can't eat my sister is still gone she hasn't been found I just want to @#! I've lost over 20 pounds in less than 2 months I can't eat or sleep-I think I'm useless and mabey I'm right mabey I'm the problem...