NOTE: if you are to read this, pls listen to the music as well! it's related <3 jst search up the lyrs if u want to! tysm suki <3333333 hi everyone !! ik i have been revamping a lot, but none of those revamps were ACTUAL revamps. I feel like it does not match my personality, and faking who i actually am. i'm not a kpop stan , i'm not a spring girly, i'm not a fan of those cute kaomojis resting on my b/w (no hate to ppl who do! i'm jst trying to make it clear its not who i am) it's time i open up. i love rock. i love rock music, olivia rodrigo and marino. and i never mentioned those (except for liv). i love greenday, paramore, linkin park etc tbh, in my life, i have never stanned any kpop bands. I still respect people who do, but i dont want people to think that i'm a koreaboo, spring girl etc. it's time i tell you i love being acubi ,, goth ,, nd emo, while still being cute, kind and respecting othr ppl ^^ i've never got the chance to express this bcs i've only become so addicted to the cheerful, aes community. i've started to have doubts, but when i saw this certain someone on scr ,, i realized that to be in the aes com doesnt mean you have to do crowded banners, listen to kpop nd go all cutesy spring aesthetic. you have to be you. i hope nobody takes this offensively !! i rlly love that you guys are doing cute, crowded banners, i rlly love all my friends / any other scratchers who r using kaomojis on their b/ws!! i still love nd respect y'alls cs honestly, u guys r soooo talented bcs i know its what u love. and as for my name hilda, i still want to keep it. it's my name, since my first time on scratch. it's my oc's name. that name consists of countles memories. from being with melania (ykwyr), to being with maeie nd suki (ykwyr). it's always hilda. but as i wanted to revamp and create a fresh start, i realized i'm not a hilda anymore. i wanted a dark fantasy name. i wanted to be a fellae. fellae. i smiled at that name :) i'm still keeping hilda with me,, but you can start on calling me fellae from now. i apolagize if i hurt anyone throughout my journey in scr, and this prj <3 last but not least, thank you suki for suggesting the theme of angel dust. i searched up more pics and concepts of him, and got the idea that his concept was like mine <3 to all my other friends, keep in mind that i'm sitll acting like hilda !! i jst needed a fresh start. #angeldustdeservesbetter
