So...I've discovered I have a fear of expressing my own opinion or just my ideas period in fear of backlash. My interests and hyperfixations are weird. At least to me and those I've met/befriended. It's part of why I'm so closed off all the time because I have these ideas and I have almost no one to share them with and/or RP them. (I mostly just end up spamming Keychain about it...sorry Keychain). Here's the thing with these. They stick to me like a leech and refuse to let go and ramp my head with a million ideas for characters and dynamics and I usually need to share them or I will quite literally never focus on anything except that and it makes it hard to do school or anything else I need to do. My current stick-to-me-like-a-leech fixation is FNAF. I know. Bit weird for a 16 year old. Except it isn't the lore that sticks to me it's the characters themselves. I love giving the animatronics personalities and dynamics with one another. It's gotten to the point where I've made two different main AU's for this where I don't focus on the lore and just focus on the characters. An Anthro AU and an MHA Crossover AU. (Since MHA basically has Anthros in the form of heteromorphs). Now...the problem I'm having is that I've actually started making art and little stories and such for these but I'm hesitant to share them due to people acting like its just a phase basically I need encouragement. Encourage me to share these or I'll quite literally never get anything else done.
