Hello all of you beautiful/handsome people I made a comment on my main and I got some responses back on it showing that I really scared some of y'all (that wasn't my intention I was/am upset and then I had to go to work). I want to deeply apologize for the amount of people I scared or made worried. I've been a little upset about something that's been nagging at me. And with that I genuinely feel like I've been a complete butt to some of y'all and I'm extremely sorry for that. I am so upset about something I shouldn't even feel upset over because I didn't even do anything. The thing that's been nagging at me is something that doesn't seem to actually bother anyone but me. Everyone is so quick to get over it because they got their answer from me even though it wasn't really listened to. I'm so tired of people telling me I can talk to them when in reality I can't. Everyone is the same; they all seem to have this perception of me and I hate being looked at like that. I hate when people put words into my mouth because they think they understand what's going on when they're not actually listening. I hate when people have the audacity to lie to my face because they don't want me to know something, but yet it's made so obvious. Why am I the one who feels bad? Why am I the one who constantly gets treated the way everyone seems to treat me? Why do I have to hide how I feel just so that I don't feel like someone's burden? I carry the weight that suffocates me because I can't talk about it. What did I do to anyone?
I'm to a point where I just feel done. (Not to the extreme of what you might be thinking either; just done)
