Tonight I posted an apology, but my friends aren't trusting me, so I texted them in a private chat, and even with my ex-bestie. All I have to do is just talk on Disc and take a break from social media for some days. I really thought that it's over to say sorry like other normal friends should do (And yep, I stopped thinking about it, because my parents keep telling me that "they don't want me to be friends with you" or asking me "Why should you apologize to these types of friends, unlike you?"). The fact: I'm trying to change myself to be the best person, but that's impossible. So I became the worst one.
