Look I'm not going to make a whole speech about all of this, but here's what I will say. First off, I'm sorry I made this public, I was only trying to talk to Kai because he has had my back through all of this. Regardless, none of this deserves to be this public. I never said that I'd stay with you. I said I wasn't sure. And based on what I found out, it really hurts. I sat on the couch in tears while my stepdad spelled out all the reasons why I shouldn't trust you. I'm also not saying that I'm completely in the right either. C and I had a situation a week or so before my birthday that started because he had to help me with something. We fought a lot after that and we still glare at each other in the hallways. You and I both need to change. I need to fix my relationship with my family before I get moved schools. You need to fix your lying issues. In my perspective, we are on break due to the fact that we cannot contact each other. I need to work on myself, and work towards my own goals without having to worry about if I'm good enough for you. This doesn't mean that I don't care about you. I do. But I don't even know if you care about me anymore. You know how to fix this, I spelled it out for you. But I can't fix you. It's not up to me. You need to look at yourself and think about whether or not you want a future with me. When you come back to school, we can talk.
If you have little to no idea what I'm talking about, please do NOT harass either party in this. I'm not trying to get people in trouble or anything. It's drama, lwk if ur an og you probably remember Kai and I's drama lol Know that I do not hate anyone involved, I'm just frustrated and very hurt.
