yeah so yesterday I don't think anyone noticed but I kinda. went a little crazy I was going through personal stuff (i'm fine, please don't dig into it or bug me about it) and it was. kinda rough and I had a DPDR episode which sucked but I'm fine so whatever anyways. content as normal from here on. I'm trying to focus more on my actual life. like my real life... like school and friends and stuff. cuz I don't wanna be reliant on these online bluds ! anyways I should be okay now. yeah