I'm not okay.. i'm drowning in pain outside i'm smiling but inside i'm drowning in pain. My family just put alot of pain on me i'm done with my life everyday i break down into tears '' why i'm a therian '' '' why i'm stupid '' and so on.... Why me? why i'm so lost in the darkness. I get anxiety attacks every day by now crying from depression not sleeping waking up at 4, 5, or 6 o clock. I'm tired of this pain.... My family put me in serve pain,... i just feel like frames around me pulling me downwards.. pain is to much. and Deathpulse thanks for askign if im okay cause i been venting alot ealry, truely im not okay but i dont like worrying people people who worry about me so i just say im fine SO i did lie about that srry. and thanks for everyone who comfonts me.. cause truely im not okay..
* drowns in pain... * I'm not okay IM NOT OKAY I NEED A HUG................................. im fine..