I'm sorry to my friends. I'm sorry to billieshrimp the most. I've lost faith in my art, in myself, in humanity as a whole? I've even lost any sense of religion. not that I want THAT back. I've been completely neglecting scratch, and just posting on the internet as a whole has failed wonderfully I was this efin close to landing the job of my dreams, and my grades got every electronic I have revoked. I'VE DONE THIS TO MYSELF. I've been nothing but a failure. my grades are straight Fs across the board. I hardly have energy for anything, I sleep all day, I don't have any friends outside of online, and even then, all I have left now is a school laptop. I've lost everything, and don't have the skills or heart to even begin getting it back. I'm a horrible, hateful, disrespectful excuse for a son. I cant bear to see my mother disappointed in me anymore. with what little love I have left, I give up. please take care. I doubt anyone will read this, or care in the slightest. but please take care and don't follow the crappy path I have.
