(I swear I'ma do it one day I don't know if I'm mean or nice I just I just idk dude I need help but I have therapy squishies it doesn't help! I scratch/bite myself I can't take it! School sucks I lost my best friends my social status is good but my mental..my social is messing with my mental please try to help me one part is saying so it while the other wanted to help they keep it's it's overwhelming! I try to shove it down with gravity falls so I don't show emotion my dad said be tough my dad isn't even here with me anymore being tough doesn't work btw your shell just breaks and breaks until you can't handle ittt! I'm close to doing it I have actually grabbed a ...... And tried I couldn't..there's so much I can see and do..but so much overwhelming trauma I've been you guys..I never told you about my..'family incidents' and not gonna tell you unless your liv if that's okay..cause I never tell anyone about oh my gosh why am I crying right now I need it to stop! But any ways if I'm gone for months or a couple of weeks I might have uhh did it so yeah :D wanted to make that clear if I'm gone for days that's different! I'm prob just offline)
