too much to say, here's a song (tea at the end): [verse 1] from the city you thought of me before the day we met oh laced in honey my throat closed when fate brought you next door (what are the odds?) and I can't go a day without seeing your face even when I'm high my mind is always clouded by you (I did it for the plot, but the plot has double-crossed me) we're so similar I would tell you but it's not a tuesday night [chorus] where does all my love go if I never tell you? as soon as I shook your hand I knew I'd never fall in love again [verse 2] playing guitar and you're struggling to match the key I meant oh it's no matter I can't focus with your eyes on me like that (oh baby) I made pro con list and one outweighs the other no one compares to you I even tried with others no use (no distraction will lead me away from you) you got me stupid i can't remember my own birthday [chorus] where does all my love go if I never tell you? as soon as I shook your hand I knew I'd never fall in love again [bridge] the way your eyes widen in the light when you get excited and I've never been too fond of glasses but you're an exception god you do crazy things to my nerves when I see your hat how I wish to hold your hand outside of my playful slaps [chorus] I have so much love for you and I'll never get to tell you -- long story short: i fell in love with a guy who lives right next door to me in my dorm and is from my hometown he plays guitar and has the same major as me, and is sooo smart, so tall and absolutely perfect but he scares me sometimes i genuinely get so nervous in front of him and do stupid things i love nerdy guys we also have a weird enemies to lovers thing going on = so much mixed signals AHHH also ya i did accidentally get high because my mom gave me laced pills bro and this guy called EMS on me i hate him smm he's 6'1 and sooo funny guys IDK pray for whatever this is
