I know this is only after a few minutes of posting smth decently positive but, idk, I just, yk, im that one gal that's like "blah blah [SERIOUS MENTAL HEALTH ISSUE HERE] :3" And scratch is the most Vulnerable place that I can be And I get like only what, 3-6 views each thingamajig I post, and its starting to feel like people dont care, I dont understand, even if I'm a little shy most of the time I still do everything I can to help anyone I can, and I never get any of that in any way shape or form, so, whats the point of.... Of living....... I may be sounding selfish but, even if I dont jump at the chance to help people each tike someone's in need, I still wish the best for everyone, EVERYONE, and I'm almost never shown a lick of kindness.... And I hate having to remind people my name is Blu now, its been that for a while, and not even my own partner can even remember...... Does anyone care?........ Why'd I type all those 'enters' why are you even here? Im not asking for comfort or kindness back anymore, just acknowledgement, I suppose, sucks that some of my closest friends are online and some I barley spend time with, lord please help me and anyone and everyone reading this....
