so a lot of people have contacted me asking how I'm doing. I am fine for the most part. Obviously I'm struggling with all the drama, I think anyone would be. I've been in relationships constantly since 2022, so I basically have to relearn what it's like to be alone while I figure everything out. Another question I've been getting: "Are you and Max broken up forever?" I'm honestly not sure. I'm the type of person to give multiple chances, so I'm torn between that. I DO NOT HATE HIM, you can hate the choices that someone has made without hating the person themselves. I'm not going to say anything about this publicly after this in any of my projects, unless it's a genuine personal update that I feel needs to be shared. I will say that I don't think our relationship is "over", I think we both just need space away from each other to figure things out (though, full transparency here, I'm very scared I'm going to get abandoned during this). I don't think anything will happen with us getting back together until at least January, but hey you never know. Also thank you @_-Astro-Novalight-_ for being supportive, along with @frequez. On the irl side of things, I have my best friend Logan who pretty much hasn't left my side through all of this and has done everything he can to help me. Also for some reason I've had people say that if I get back with him I don't respect myself enough and/or I don't have boundaries. And to that I say the following: shush.
