march 12, 2025 the day i fell in love with everything about lee heeseung multiple people introduced me to this group. enhypen. i thought k-pop was stupid. i thought it was dumb. i really did until i heard my first enhypen song fever. no song makes me feel the way i do when listening to fever. i was sitting on the couch, watching the music video on the tv. i fell in love. i never thought a group of 7 guys would ever fill me with so much joy just listening to their music. but heeseung was a completely different story. i related to him on so many levels. and that's why it hurt so much. march 10, 2026 - 6:47 am the exact minute i found out my friends weren't joking that the 7 people who gave me so much joy just lost their eldest their best friend their partner nothing compares to the emptiness i felt that day and maybe its all foolish ok june 22 , 2026 lee heeseung's debut as evan i was so proud i was so sad i was so so so proud i felt so happy for him and yet such an emptiness yet again it hasn't been the same it really hasnt. but who am i? i was so so so so happy for lee heeseung to be able to produce his own music, and to make his own career decisions. september 7, 2026 - 7:14 am heeseung's solo album came out. i had forgotten, which made me feel horrible. i stopped everything i was doing to listen to all 8 songs. and the song that hit the hardest going home what the hell did he do to make that song so emotional for me? i can't put my finger on it but every time i listen to it i absolutely break down i was so proud october 15, 2026 - 4:21 pm i'm writing this. today and theres so many things i feel. hurt happiness empathy sadness that same tugging emptiness but above anything, im so thankful. thank you heeseung for making me laugh so many times thank you heeseung for bringing me and now my #1 friend so much closer together thank you heeseung for making me cry with your music thank you heeseung for being such a caring person thank you heeseung for loving your fans thank you heeseung for working so hard thank you heeseung for chasing your dreams thank you heeseung we love you so much you are loved we miss you and we can't wait to see what you have to show the world happy 25th lee heeseung
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