I'm (again) thinking abt my ex..I told myself to stop and yet I betray my own self..Hes stupid..his name's Anthony..he was making fun of me saying "I can't believe I dated a lesbian" and started laughing but I don't rly care that much but..I said back "I can't believe I dated a f@*3in fat@h" and I thought he'd shut up but he said SMTH and my friend forgot what he said so ig I'll see tmr but ANYWAYS.. Tdy I was telling my friend how like I could read emotions and then I suddenly remembered a time with my ex..we were on call laughing and talking..but I was asking hru and he said he was fine and all this stuff then later on I said "yk I could tell how ppl are feeling by their faces and words" cuz he brung up a time he felt jealousy from me talking to a boy playing around and yeh, then he was JST like "alr then what am I feeling now?" and he laughed then I told him and explained everything he was feeling theennnn.....he was JST like "WHAT THE HECK HOW DO YOU KNOW THAT" and we just started laughing and talking even more..</3 I still remember it and I still smile at it every time.. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- Next day..Oct 16 2026 on a friday: He was saying "I can't believe I dated a furry" and I got so mad so on monday I swear on my life I'll tell him to back off or else I'll finally give him a reason to HATE me, and I'll make him suffer I swear I'm so done with him! Also he took the bus!! I was lwk tweaking cuz on how much I hate that thing atp...he's so mean bru! I DIDNT ASK FOR HIM TO BE ALIVE BRO! JST DIE BRU! ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- Oct 20 on a tuesday 2026: Anthony didn't rlly do much but JST stare a lil bit...but after school I think he was asking my friend what I was talking abt to her in front of him...idek atp
...there were times we acc had fun tg...but we dated like 7 times and he is JST toxic atp..idek why I lwk miss him but I'm trying so hard not too...I miss the good times..
