You know, sometimes I just feel like I’m not wanted and I’ve never let that get to me but now it’s starting to and so I distance myself, then people say I look depressed and you can say that i guess and i dont really try to meet new people and it doesn’t really help that i have my cousin harassing me almost every day on the bus because of my sexuality but i can handle that cuz thats more external but these feeling are more internal but you know just some thoughts