Yeah I just crashed out It's been a long day of School School School Writing a story Frustration Being late Losing Being ignored School Homework Being forgotten Being pushed aside Violin lessons And I'm really tired I've been staying up past midnight consistently So I come home and I finally get this small slot of time to relax right before ANOTHER ACTIVITY (its still that slot of time btw) So I go down to the basement and say "Okay imma watch like an episode or two of this TV show I haven't seen in days, or for the matter haven't relaxed in days, to help me calm down and relax" My brothers are SCREAMING My dad is WATCHING ME I cannot hear ANYTHING. Eventually, I give up and go upstairs to try and watch it and THE STUPID [F-bleep]ING SUBTITLES DONT EVEN WORK So I have to go back downstairs and now my brother is SCREAMING as loud as he can just to annoy me and my dad who's watching me and judging me because apparently he can't MIND HIS OWN [F-bleep]ING BUSINESS TELLS ME TO "just turn it louder" and I JUST WANT TO WATCH MY TV SHOW AND NO I'M NOT IT"S ALREADY LOUD AND I STILL CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING AND I KNOW MY DAD'S JUDGING ME AND TAKING NOTES TO BRING UP HOW I'M APPARENTLY "Obsessed over anything Japanese" LIKE MY OWN PARENTS ARE CALLING ME A [F-bleep]ING WEEB AND TRY TO STAGE AN "INTERVENTION" ABOUT HOW THIS "Isn't me" TO STOP ME FROM WATCHING A SINGLE VOCALOID SONG OR ANIME So then I decide "I will wait." So I go upstairs, and I'm angry as [bleep] I get my earbuds out. I can STILL HEAR MY BROTHERS SCREECHING AT THE TOP OF THEIR LUNGS, so I jam them in. I open my school chromebook, because heaven knows my parents wouldn't give me anything of the sort. I try to open some music or something. AND DO YOU KNOW WHAT I GET? AFTER DAYS OF LESS THAN 6 HOURS OF SLEEP, CONSTANT WORK, NO RELAXATION, I GET "Your 'guardian' has not permitted Chromebook use at this time." SO then I start swearing at my Chromebook. I started crashing out like legitimately crashing out. Not just yelling, like swearing at an inanimate object. It went something like this: "[bleep] THIS [bleep]ING GOD[bleep] CHROMEBOOK! [bleep] THE SCHOOL DISTRICT! GO TO [bleep]! [bleep] YOU! [bleep] YOU ALL, MOTHER[bleep]ERS! JUST LET ME [bleep]ING DRAW I JUST WANT TO DRAW [bleep] YOU ALL GO TO [bleep] AND NEVER COME BACK! [bleep] YOU! [bleep] THIS [bleep]ING CHROMEBOOK AND [bleep]ING SCHOOL DISTRICT" on repeat Yep crashout. Anyways I made a small sketch try to decipher it.
