Vent: 13+ Hi I am nothing new. People keep on saying that to apparently reassure me. It kind of messes with me haha. Like I am not. So I don’t need help. Im just another teenager that hates themself. So like….. they turned into adults. Im fine. Don’t even think twice But thats the thing. I want to be different and to be noticed. But then im just copying someone else for attention ig. Im just a copy. Another one. So, don’t push your problems to onto someone else! Right? Right? If anything, I have it better than other people I think. Im not getting b.ea.ten, - - - -ed, or things like that. Soo… Im overrreacting. My problems DONT matter! It’s funny cause no one taught me ts. I just have it embedded in my mind. As well as ‘mental health doesn’t matter’ but it’s also funny that both those things only apply to me when it’s one one else, mental health DOES matter. Hahahahhahaahhahahaahhahahahahahahhahahahhaahhaahhaahhahahahahhaahahahhahahahhahahahahahaahhaahhahahahahahahhahahhaahhahahaahhaahhahhahahaha My sis said she loved me when I went to bed. Doubt it. Enby enby enbyyyy. Did u know that the president of the USA now is enforcing a law to make schools forcefully out trans kids to their parents? It won’t be that bad for me, but g0d did I pick a good time to want to not be cis! Im so tired. Im not even funny anymore, I don’t think. im just a useless fat blob wasting oxygen. I wish all my friends just left me. Ditched me in one day. So they don’t have to deal with the c.rap I give them anymore. Would you still love me if I was me? I say NO! Nonono The ceiling looks mighty fine. I feel like throwing up. All the time. Everyday. Cause my fat:/ keeps on eating blehhhh I want to be different, but I don’t want to be an :/ about it like some people… Im pretty sure everyone hates me or actually im just a side character. Less than that too. You are the main character of the story. Im just there for :/s and giggles. Character development. Im sorry. Im sorry. Im sorry Im sorry. Im sorry Im sorry Imsrry Im sorry. Im like so annoying. Sorry sharko and tiger for making you read this.. I don’t deserve ppl like you guys… You don’t have to read these. You can in fact look at me the same way as u used to before I started venting on here if you ignored these from now on! I’ll be funny again! You have to swear when you need it you’ll vent to me ok? I want a girlfriend. I don’t know what else to say. Today was numb. I avoided my mom a bit. I was. I don’t know what was I? ? What do you want? More? I vent about everyday now. You’ll wait twenty four hours, got it?
