TW for inappropriate stuff, if you are under the age of like 15 or are uncomfortable with things like this, PLEASE scroll off, this project is NOT meant for you. its a vent about something that happened to me online. ill go back to making my normal content soon. ok thats a lie its mainly gonna be remixes for a WHILE since all this coding has kinda burnt me out lol at least my innocence was gone BEFORE this happened initially, so it didnt hurt me EXTRA. it REALLY affected me mentally though. i'd stop playing roblox the second i saw they were online, i stopped talking to my other friends because they demanded my attention, it really did damage to my mental health, i was bordering on s**c*de myself. but i didnt and i blocked them and i won't have to worry anymore. at least its over. it always gets better. it will better, and it will get worse. everything has an up and down. think of your favorite shows or games, any series you like that still has a story left to tell. even if you cant live for yourself, live for that. if someone hates you, live to spite them. if someone hurt you, live to prove that they can't hurt you anymore. i don't know if anyone in a crisis is even on my page, let alone this project, but if someone is, i wanna talk to you reading this rn. please keep living. you're beautiful and handsome, you're valid, if the state of the world worries you, it will get better. it's a corny thing to say, irritating to hear it, but it is true. accept yourself, be kind to yourself, even if you HATE yourself, even if looking at the mirror disgusts you, please be nice to yourself as you would someone else.
it feels weird calling this a vent because i dont necessarily feel traumatized by it. i know this was MESSED up, though. had to stop them from kts TWICE. u dont gotta ask if im ok, i am. i just need to make this known. i used to have an unshared project that was me and their avatar, with the song Lets Go to Heaven. ts is either rotting in my unshared or i deleted it entirely lol songs really do sound faster when youre tired as hell while lsitening to them at midnight, huh? oh ya the song is FIRE4FUN by Jhariah (i dont remember if im spelling it right im too lazy to check)
