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{l099¡n9 0n} welcome to my life story so basically since I was young my dad has been coming and leaving so that's why this project is saying what it says and my brothers are kind of mean to me and I've been having fake friends and by the way my life story is more in the comments not the comments the notes and credits so yeah this is just an explanation and click the green flag to hear me sing so yeah and also if you have any questions I will be glad to answer them because why not I've been trying to make new friends on scratch like uhhh @1Tomioka_Giyuu1 is a new friend of mine that I don't really talk to them that much yet and I have more! But what this project is mainly about is my life and how it is so this is funny and sad at the same time which are two really strong emotions combined and my life has had it ups and downs and yes I do have all of these I have ADHD maybe autism OCD PTSD and the stuff in the project this is all true and why would I lie about something like this this is serious guys this is not like how I usually am I'm not normal it's what I'm trying to say I acted different sometimes and I get embarrassed I'm insecure and my life is just so hard right now because someone has passed away my family and oh my God I'm about to cry writing this and I might need to vent to some of you, because how bad my conditions are getting and yeah so yeah and I yep a lot and I'm scared to make friends because a lot of people have said no to being friends with me so I'm scared to ask people certain questions even if it's really important and some people said no to me because how I look and how I talk now I dress I'm just hold on weird kind of I wouldn't even call myself because I don't have the courage to I'm not confident myself anymore because how bad people body shame me and I'm trying not to cry right now because how bad it's getting right now and I hope this doesn't get reported cuz I don't need I want people to know how I am I need someone to comfort me my best friends we're a trio so they're more drifting off to each other and I'm just alone most of the time and they have great lives and I don't so yeah... And most people don't want to be friends with me cuz I talk too much like one time one of my friends that I talk too much and I just can't with that because I'm trying to change myself cuz of that and I don't think that's right and I've been going to therapy but it hasn't really helped I might go on hituas and I hate this I might not I don't know anymore! And I think I'm running too much but I don't know what to stop and I'm just overthinking I need help I'm going to therapy too I don't think it's helping!? https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1391736492 by the way this project that I just linked here I can relate to you so much! My life is just so hard I'm trying to stay happy all the time for everyone I'm trying to be happy I'm trying to act happy but it just doesn't help me... I'm just suffering... My dad keeps on going to to get the milk my brothers have ADHD and my other brother has autism I have three sisters who are gone want to still here the two that are gone aren't even dead they don't talk to me anymore and I still live with my parent! And I'm scared to tell anyone cuz then I think everyone will judge me and I'm getting overstimulated and I'm trying not to cry at most times I just suck it up I bottle my feelings and put them on my way and I'm really good at masking stuff so it's hard to see my emotions I just like happy all the time and I try not to act sad! And I can't calm down because of what I'm saying so I'm just getting more worried and worried and stressed! And I don't think anyone cares because they always say feel better they never actually try to comfort me I think there are but they just don't understand so people don't even understand me still try to cover me please so sweet for that but I need something more but I don't know how to ask for it and I don't need medical attention I want to go to a mental hospital and just really sad... Never in my life have I made a project like this I might even make a part 2 this might be a part one and I just don't know what to do! And I'm using voice audio correct so yeah and this is very hard for me because there might be errors so if there are can you just tell me please!? Can you find a way to let me down slowly? A little sympathy I hope you can show me? Those were song lyrics that I can relate to to this a lot of sad songs I can relate to right now cuz how my life is going in yea! This is going so crazy right now in my head I don't know what to say I don't know what to do I just need someone to comfort me like the friend I mentioned earlier like I think they were going through something I don't know but I surely am and I need help I'm someone who can relate and understand me like that friend I mentioned earlier and I just don't know what to do so help me! :c and yes I once with a girl with dignity and Grace!