The things I do...What I say is very true. I am very selfish, and sometimes rude. "I could've sworn i'm messed up" I say as my book is filled with disgusting sketches that looked flipped up." "Is my work on here ever good enough?" I screamed to my device as I create graphic horror enough to the point it's enough to make someone throw up. Beat yourself, no one will wonder or think. I go the bathroom and bash my head on the sink. Will you ever understand? This is what I make. I ask for forgiveness in my behavior...an attitude people think I fake. Please, understand I'm not who you think. I may be hyp3rs3xual, DISGUSTING...a freak. Go on, yell. and curse at me. Unfollow my account. Make me feel weak at your knees.
I'm sorry. I truly am. But to further make it clear. This is who I REALLY am: I made disgusting art before. And was shameless of doing it. I tend to be narcissist and care for only myself sometimes. I tend to get too into my feelings. I end up cursing myself for past mistakes and other things...I wonder if I'm ever good enough as some people on here (not naming any names) NIT-PICK AND CRITICIZE MY WORK. I'M MENTALLY FALLING APART SOMEONE HELP ME I CAN'T TAKE IT NO MORE.
