i keep getting awful anxiety attacks from checking over here cuz of so many different factors but if i quit ill be leaving so many people behind i dont want to do that that guilt would be just as bad as the anxiety but i cant keep doing this to myself this isnt good for me but im stuck i cant leave i cant stay i cant do anything about it everyone around me is causing problems but i love them anyways even if some of them are the cause of my panic but it hurts i dont know what to do anymore
