I hate it when people will get mad at you for being upset like you'll genuinely be having a bad day, whether that's because of current events or mental health in general, and ofc you may lash out or do/say stuff you don't mean and then they'll be like "what's wrong with you?? just act happy!" or some stupid crap like that man I have issues too yk?? like you're not the main character (will wood reference) dude not everything is going to be convenient for you like no i can't "act happy," i'm in a horrible mood. you act as if you are never sad or upset, because we all know that you are at least 50% of the time. it goes to show that even if you act as someone's shoulder to cry on whenever they're upset, they just refuse to return the favor. I hate people who do that. they're always such hypocrites because they hold the bar up so high for others and put it practically underground for themselves. they think they can just get away with acting angry or sad and lash out whenever they feel like it and then get mad at others for doing the same. it's not MY fault my mental health has been bad lately, do you think I want to be like this? I want to be happy go lucky and whimsical, but I can't. so I lash out, and that's only natural for a person to do. why cant you understand that? man I sound like sydney I shouldn't be oversharing like this, also unrelated but I went to halloween haunt with niko last night
not really targeted just based on past experiences i've had
