Vent here if u'd like Hello if u don't know who I am I'm Nora as everyone calls me here. For those who don't know I am a female that has had depression for 4 years. on and off there are days I feel happy days I feel like I cant move anymore. Anyways !! 4 years ago, I was inlove with this guy called Jared! , Jared and me hung out everyday 24/7 we dated for like 2 years on and off, Until one day I caught him playing Roblox and I decided to join him I seen him with another girl I said oh ok maybe that's just his friend , Nope turns out later on that evening that girl friended me and told me he has atleast 200+ girlfriends and I'm the last one. not only did I confront him about it HE ADMITTED TO IT. And ever since then Me and love have hated each other. Don't get me wrong I've been inlove multiple times with people after him. Don't even get me started with Tristan. (different Tristan ) HEHE. anyways so like I know this boy irl me and him are best friends he's also my brothers best friend , anyways so me and him went to church together and one day again I was playing Roblox and he joined me , he confessed to me btw this was around Christmas like December 21st I was shocked because like I'm older then him by like a year . anyways so on news years eve he kissed me AHHHHH! Lowkey I wasnt ready but it happened so yea. anyways me and him got together for about almost 2 years as well He cheated on me 7 times yet my idiotic pea brained self STAYED WITH HIM!!! Boy named Kai me and Kai knew each other for also about 2 years !, he loved me I loved him until he left for a long time I got with this other guy called vince while me and Vince were tg he came back . me and Vince weren't tg then so me and Kai dated me and him were so happy until November 19-20th at 11pm at night Kai texted me and said he was ending it. and he did . that took a toll on my mental health because he never told me why or if he needed help he just told me he loved me. anyways , Then let's talk more recent . couple months ago me and my best friend /gf Luna were dating this guy called Kal mind u I thought Kal was the love of my life, Even though he paid way more attention to Luna because she'd never let me be alone with him and everytime I did she'd be very upset . me and Kal were seriously a thing so eventually, he met my online father he approved and I was happy keyword in that sentence is happy. So me and Kal got into a fight don't ask about what because I don't even remember . but we didn't speak for 2-3 weeks It was toture but I texted him and I apologized for acting out and he forgave me and everything was back to normal wrong. shortly after that like a month or so he broke up with me . he said "I want to take a break from love I'll come backwhen I'm ready" not even 2 days after our break up he's with some guy :> I didnt think much of it because maybe he's better. he just kept dating people so- I didnt say anything I still think about him sometimes ! :) Haven't talked in a month or so.. Now lets talk about my favorite ONE (heartbreak wise)its sarcasm if yk yk. Vincent if ur reading this just letting u know I don't hate u I STILL LOVE U BIGBACK but u get what I'm saying ok I'ma quit yapping now- Anyways , So me and Vince have known each other like for a minute Lowkey like what 2 years -3 SMTH like that , we met in a GC ofc he didn't know it was me U_U went by a different name by then that's also how I met luna , him Luna and my friend were dating . like after that he saw me and said hey I knew u from the GC I said ya u did and we talked for hours Lowkey and then he fell for me guys it was him first (I'm lying ), but anyways I fell too he told me I made it super obvious but don't listen to him TnT . me and Vince got tg , took its like very seriouslty me and Vinces relationship is complicated . I love him but sometimes he makes me wanna do the watch me whip dance. I tried to date Vince again honestly I don't know why I don't know why I constantly keep getting back with someone who hurts me but he apologized so I guess its cool! no hating on the people in this vent </3 expect Jared . and Tristan . u can hate on them IDC :3 more recently issues are , Im basically a therapist for everyone and anyone. I don't have time to sleep or even eat sometimes- bc like why? honestly I been more tired mentally and emotionally, I haven't been myself lately sometimes I feel like I'm not good enough for anyone so yea. I will always say I'm okay but here's the one time explaintion on how I'm not okay!. also not to mention if u know my family situation you know what I'm talking about... I cant say because I still haven't told sm ... yay! My bestie Eli if u know them ur a goat fr an og. They also took life about 2-4 months ago il always miss them <3
