~~TRIGGER WARNINGS ~ It's a vent.. so.. uh.. Yea.~~ -----Themes of self-hatred --that's it- ~~SONG NAME/SONG USED ~ Life is flashing before your eyes ~ Vince Collins ~~EXPLAINING THE VENT -- The first part was me waking up at 7AM, excited to celebrate my 13th birthday. -- The second part was me finding out that only my mom and my online friend sent me a happy birthday text after me telling ALL of my friends when my birthday was... several times. That got me down. -- The third part was from my dad's stupid fart jokes that pmo. -- The fourth part was me making an avatar in blobtown (Which, the bunny character (Bvnni/Braylon/Bibi) is meant to be me) and then it glitched and did the stupid unfixable compression glitch. The boy (Yes the character is a guy, a demiboy specifically, however the person it was made to represent is a girl. The character's name is Felix. and the friend's name is Moon.) asked what was wrong by the way. -- The fifth part was what happened after I was first in VRChat. I was testing out avatar controls and stuff, my boyfriend got bored and ditched me and Moon (Possibly Doodle..? She sorta left.) and after we went to Blobtown, there was an argument in a group call, then I texted Moon almost exactly this: "I just wanted to spend time with him for my birthday.." "and he's in some stupid public lobby." She texted my boyfriend about it, then he started apologizing, which was good right? Until he started making it about his ego. He said that he was a horrible person and I kept telling him that he wasn't. It really ticked me off. -- The sixth part was me almost crying 3 times on the couch, the seventh is also the same thing. -- The eighth part is just an outro thing, ig. ~~ Am I ok now? -- Yes, I'm doing ok at the time I'm posting this, however that is very susceptible to changing. ~~ CHARACTERS USED Briella ~ The pink bunny GIRL that's meant to represent me, she was originally my oc "Bun". Bvnni/Braylon/Bibi ~ The pink bunny BOY that is meant to represent me on VR. Felix ~ The dark turquoise alien that is meant to represent my friend Moon.
