Hey ya'll. Tigerbolt here....let's talk. So....It's mid-October...and yeah my uploads are WAYYYY less consistent or promised. What's up with that?? Well, a lot. I'm currently dealing with a HELL-TON of things. So let's go piece by piece. First, school. As a sophomore takin' AP world history, a special academy, choir, and a bunch of otha shtuff.....I don't have anywhere CLOSE to as much free-time as I used to. My previous years, I've use my free time to devotion for scratch, my DeviantArt, and more...but I just don't have the free time anymore. Especially since I've been going to choir festivals, doing homework for MANY sleepless nights, or dealing with late-night tennis matches far, FAR from home. Alongside this, most of my teachers don't use Chromebooks, or just don't let me use scratch. Second, personal problems. My parents are CONSTANTLY getting mad at me for random things, I've gotten more insecure of what I like doing, and am so unsure of my priorities now. So I've grown to slack off of scratch more.... Third, emotional stress. I've been trying to go to therapy, but people around me are being meaner, nobody who is hurting me is maturing, everyone is always bullying me, always acting as if they've had it worse, and honestly I'm just so drained to where I'm barely holding myself up. Alongside my parents also not being understanding, as when I do something right, they say they're proud....and then go right back to belittling me! It makes me regret doing it right...and I don't think I can handle it much longer. Finally, events are too close, and people not tellin me what I NEED to know, or just. not. listening. I've had plans for months some of these days, and then...BOOM! Looks like the thing that has been on our family calendar for months, which was HECKA important to me just...DOESN'T MATTER ANYMORE!!! Like I had planned a day to hang out with my friend for an entire MONTH ahead! And, worse, my parents said we don't have anything until 3 days before..."OoP sOrRy We DiDn'T kNoW sO wE'rE gOiNg To ChUrCh NoW"....It PISSES. ME. OFF!!!! I'll be uploading these next few map parts, but as for children of the machine, ALL PARTS ARE NOW LOCKED IN AND MUST BE FINISHED BY THE TIME I PLAN TO RETURN: November 20th
Flag I may come back about mid-november, but expect anotha hiatus soon. :|
