why are my emotions always worthless. whatever i want is bad. whenever i do something for myself once, am i selfish. agh sometimes its too much. im trying to hold everyone and everything together but no one would hold me when im breaking. hah. my opinions and preferences and wanting are just worthless pieces of information.
idk im too stressed and hurt atm. tmr im gonna feel better tho :) Edit: its tmr. I met my life bffs after a long time and we went to an escape room and then too a italian restaurant. It was good. I think ill vent more often cz sometimes its hard to bottle up years of emotions, and it just bursts up sometimes.
