TW . AUGHHHH I HATE LIFE. I WISH MY PARENTS WERE DIFFERENT. I HATE IT I ABSOLUTELY HATE IT. I WISH I COULD EXPLAIN EVERYTHING. BUT I’VE BEEN INVALIDATED TO THE POINT I CANT EVEN TELL WHAT HAPPENED ANYMORE. I VENTED ALL MY FRUSTRATIONS ABOUT MY DAD TO MY MOM AND SHE TELLS ME THAT… THAT I’M WRONG!? HUH? THAT I SHOULD BE CHANGING FOR THE BETTER!? HAH! HAHAHAHAHAHA! Y.O.U. REFUSE TO UNDERSTAND WHAT HAPPENED AND TO ACCEPT THAT HE WAS TERRIBLE AT A POINTIN HIS LIFE! I AM DEALING WITH ALOT. I AM TRYING TO HELP LITTLERALY EVERYONE INCLUDING MYSELF. I DONT KNOW HOW TO MOVE ON. I DONT KNOW HOT TO MAKE LIFE BETTER. I CANT. I CANT. I AM HOPELESS. I DONT KNOW IF LIFE WILL GET BETTER. I… AM.., DEPRESSED. MY WILL IS SHATTERED AND ITS MELTED. I CANT TRY ANYMORE. I JUST WANNA STAY IN SOMEONES ARMS FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE AND CRY IN THEM. I’M… I’M SAD. I WANT COMFORT AND I DONT KNOW EHERE I CAN FIND IT.
I’m gonna get some rest. You’ll see me again, I don’t know in what state though,
