bruh school is literally draining me mentally I am kinda a naturally tired person but WHY TF DO WE HAVE TO WAKE UP AT 6 IN THE MORNING?? like what is the point?? And schools in America are all like "Live laugh love we value your mental mental health" bro no tf you do not when someone gets picked on it doesn't matter because "We don't know what their going through" LIKE HELLO?? that's not a valid excuse just admit that you don't give af like bro hear me out what if we actually take feedback from students and try to make people look forward to school because I am trying to make it through this week without doing unspeakable things to myself I am holding on by a thread bro I HATE SCHOOL WITH EVERY CELL IN MY BODY!!! and my parents are all like "Just get through the school year!" brother it is hard enough getting through the day the chances i'm gone before 3rd trimester are NOT zero. I also have multiple "friends" who just love pointing out everything about me and everything I do ESPECIALLY the things that make me hate myself and I have like basically every class with one of them and I also have a class with one and I have no other friends in that class so I have to hang out with them brother I get it I already hate myself can you stop talking about me you toxic simp and its not just them its a lot of people because I am not an attractive person i'm probably on the list of the most unattractive people in the school because I have big cheeks like a chipmunk plus crooked buck teeth so i'm basically just a chipmunk or a rabbit but if either of those were ugly and I have acne SO MUCH ACNE. and I hate how I have really thick thighs but also twig arms like it looks so weird also another thing that's not really as much of an issue is I have severe emetophobia (fear of vomit) and I get anxious when someone mentions vomit or bad panic attacks when someone or myself vomits and whenever I tell someone that they start making noises like bleghgh yk like retching noises but I'm gonna stop now because I doubt anyone is going to read all that so uh
I just want my parents to actually help because they literally just called one therapist and they said they don't help minors and then gave up. I'm really worried about sharing this so I probably will take it down later but it'd be great if at least one person could comfort me
