Am I fine? Yes absolutely I’m happy as hell yk I’m happy! I been experiencing nothing but pure suffer as i got into a crash last month which it wasn’t super severe, and I been exposed to sunlight allllllll day just for a handful of money I get after taxi’ing people to their place like I was a slave :D whenever I feel like it, I would grab a knife and tried meeting god, but god prevented, and told telling me i my life is still a long way and you still have value to my family, i was mentally stable :3 very stable as I would cried myself at middle of the night from my shameful action I did as a little scrub, I always used my cleaver to cut it because that knife was a sharpest! But I only end up with my throat covered in blood and I had to bandage it. Next day I would make myself look like a crackhead after doing that action! I been having this useless job for the past two years and yet I still happy as a spongbob. Always. I HATE MYSELF DO I HATE MYSELF????? NO DO I LOVED MYSELF? YES??? DID I DESERVE WORSE? YES? WAS IT WORTH IT? NO??? WHY WHYYYY WHAT EVEN AM I RIGHT NOW???
