I feel like ts is gonna flop but anygays TRIGGER WARNING: Topics of sᴜɪᴄɪᴅᴇ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴅᴇᴘʀᴇssɪᴏɴ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴋɪɴᴅᴀ ᴄᴜss ᴡᴏʀᴅs. ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ 10 ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴇ ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ʀᴇᴀᴅ. ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴀɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜ. ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴡᴀʀɴᴇᴅ sᴏ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴄʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ. I feel so effing drained from school Istfg. Anytime I tell my mom ANYTHING about one of my classes (for example physical science), I could literally just say the word "physical science" and it would have NOTHING to do with my grades and sheet, and she'd be like "did you complete all your missing work in that class???" "Did you pass yet??? " "make sure you focus on school!!" And she does not care about my mental health at all. All she cares about is if I'm passing. My dad doesn't really care that much, but my mom constantly checks my grades, and if she sees I'm failing even though I'm trying, she goes on rambling on how I need to pass and complete every single assignment known to man kind. And my school is blocking every single way I can contact my online friends (mostly @FALPHABETLORE hihiiii) through my iPad when that's the easiest device I can contact them on. I dont understand a single thing in my math, my animal behavior partners are either not following the rules or being bossy, my physical science is just cooked and I have to sit next to the loud brainrotted boy who doesn't do sʜɪɪ , and I feel so stupid in LA. I don't wanna be here anymore. I wanna kms. Don't expect me to be alive for a long time if this keeps up. I've never been this mentally drained in my whole life and it's just horrible. I hate how much pressure I'm getting. I can't effing keep up with it. I feel like Im forced to race a cheetah while running and I get tied to a tree forever if I lose.
I don't expect to be comforted since I'm just being dramatic and I really am stupid, but pls don't try to relate, make any unrelated comments, or be dry. If u don't have anything to say that's under those categories, don't say anything. OF COURSE I'M ALWAYS LIKE THIS, SPARKY THE BOSSY BOSSY PANTS WOWOWOWOW I HATE myself.
