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hey,, I know all of this, everything that happened, was very sudden and that some of you must be very confused and im so, so sorry for this,,, but im not getting any better my life is slowly going downhill, and I thought that how I was feeling before was the lowest id ever get but it isn't and im really struggling to keep up with school work at home scratch and keeping everyone happy I don't have time anymore im going to fail my exams im not going to get into the college I want to go to im never going to get a job to earn money ill never get to meet my girlfriend and I am so tired I don't know what to do anymore I needed a break, and still do so I left but when I checked again,, after two days just two days everything blew up on my profile,,, and,,, I had to stop myself from crying in front of the teachers when I was checking,, I have no words to express how amazed I am at all the people who actually care I,, I didn't know this is how it would effect you guys,, im sorry im sorry some people think im dead and im never coming back I am !! please don't worry I just need time and one more thing,, the person I needed the most support from,,, I,, I didn't receive it nothing zilch I need some time to kind of,, recover from that too again im sorry I don't know when ill be coming back but don't worry please and thank you for all of the support <33
